Bismillahirrahmanirrahim
Wow it has been months since my last post in April..I couldn’t believe time does flies so fast and changes happened unpredictable beyond my prediction

So many things happened, socially, politically and economically wise, however we must remember one thing, it starts from the family and subjectively from the individual itself. The sociological structure that built the existing civilization now relies on those two particular aspects. Lack of proper development of those two, the civilization will crumbled..

I’m sure everyone of us have suffered bad times of their lives at least once, however we must never forget that It happened based on Allah’s will, whether we would make it as trials or judgements, the decision is up to us as the receivers..

As human beings, we know for sure that from the ability we have on our brain, we often calculate many things and proceed as planned, we forgot that Allah is the master of every and each of our businesses, from tiny to importance matters. Without we noticed, often we thought we have calculated and very sure of it, neglected the authority Allah has upon us, thus lead to many dooms..based on what we have experienced, in particular me, I implore that all of us never and ever made such consideration as if we have covered all angles, remember that Allah is All knowing and only to Him we surrender our results..don’t make our brain is an idol or suffer great consequences..

From that “small” aspect, all crumbled, too many considerations to consider altering the timing of execution, thus lead to bad choices, then only regret we ever experienced..now it’s the twilight of my time, inevitably so until Allah will it otherwise..and for that I just want to write a brief poem to reflect everything..

Twilight

The door of the past is closed, nothing ever be changed

Regret and sorrow have walked the tunnel, couldn’t ever be changed

Had I have not learnt onward, this will be my greatest loss, having lost both of you 

I have my own convictions that I have stepped into misery yet it was the fault of I, the thoughts are firmly correct

I may not be able to convince you otherwise, until Allah moves you in future lies otherwise..

But the feeling is spread to my every breath, never cease to exist..

Every way I presumed right, have been taken, only to find inevitable path to cross..

The path is dire either way I walked nor stand still..

Now I’m stepping the first foot from the path, knowing the end road ahead..

Had not been the hope lingered in the future, only despair will followed me..

Pearls of our life have been starting to live, taught and cater to the best, for I will be watching and supporting from afar..

As the Arab has sayings

 الشخص المهم في حياتك, ليس الشخص الذي تشعر بوجوده …. و لكنه الشخص الذي تشعر بغيابه

 سأظل احبك و إن طال انتظاري … فإن لم تكن قدري فقد كنت إختياري

Hopefully, we all learnt and return to once we were..Inshaallah

Barakallahu fiikum, hadaanallah wa shahhalallah lanal khaira haitsuma kunna